![]() ![]() All that remains is guilt and a stronger resolve to be not only the man you want me to be, but to be the man that I want myself to be. Whatever selfish gratification I thought I'd gain by my foolish act has disappeared like a wisp of cloud under the noonday sun. Both the suffering that I've caused you and the misery I feel now show me that breaking my word causes too much damage to both of us to ever want to do it again. But if you could forgive me this time, I promise you this will never happen again. I have no excuse for what happened and saying "I'm sorry" hardly seems adequate. It's difficult for me to look in the mirror and I'm not proud of the man I see there when I do. But now that I understand the gravity of what I've done, my actions have filled me with self-loathing and remorse. In that moment, I just wanted to crawl under a rock somewhere and hide. ![]() You didn't need to say anything, anyway, because I saw it all in your eyes-betrayal, disillusionment, revulsion. Your pretty mouth dropped open slightly and you were at a loss for words. I saw the look in your eyes today when you finally realized what I had done. (But tell me your side of it-I'm listening!) (You're my better half we make each other whole!) (It's time we let someone come between us!) Sorry, this isn't working for me anymore.Let's part on good terms while we can.(My love is real and so is my commitment!) I want to spend the rest of my life with you.Has someone come between us? (I see the telltale signs.).Happy Anniversary! (Thanks for always being there!). ![]()
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